// cooking: i’ve been craving fast food lately (chinese anyone?!) so i’m hoping to try out some of these recipes to get my fix.
// reading: …wellll i should be re-starting seven for this month’s goal. that or the 5th harry potter book since that is where i stopped a month or so back. yes, yes, i know…i can’t believe it either.
// creating: i’m working on hand-crafting some jewelry right now. it’s a process i’m fumbling through – but i’m enjoying getting my hands working again.
// looking forward to: my roomies birthday. we’re heading out of town, soaking up some good ol’ sunshine, and building memories.
// sipping on: sliced cucumber & lemon water…aka detox water.
// loving: my friendships. this past weekend i was able to spend a long saturday morning curled up on the couch with two of my best friends. we talked about the real stuff, the hard stuff – where we really are in relation to God. there were some true moments of revelation – it was beautiful and incredibly needed.
// dreaming of: these outfits. all of them. if i could snap my fingers and have my closet full and my bank account un-touched i would be so happy.
// frustrated by: emotions. they are hard things i tell you. i can be an emotional person, often i am
overly emotional passionate. but when you’re used to having a lot of walls up, trying to decipher how you really feel is challenging and draining. just keeping it real.
// trying to continue: same as last month, motivation. some days i really, really don’t feel like “caring” about what i put in my mouth and how many calories i’ve burned. some days i just want to veg out, eat cartons of take out, and not move a muscle. then i remind myself that is my food addiction talking and that it will only put me in the grave faster. i want a healthy body that will be able to carry me through whatever God has planned. i can honestly say that at 25, i am the healthiest i have ever been in my life and it is a journey. thank you God.